Wedding Daze

October 15, 2023

It’s early in the morning, and I don’t know what to do,
My ex-boyfriend called me and told me I had to choose.
Don’t I still love him? There’s a reason we’re not together,
But I’m finding about this new person, looking for life so much better.

Our love is on a precipice teetering upon a cliff,
The next moment will decide, on love or life that is missed.
We’ve been up talking all night, holding each other in tears
Having cold feet thinking about the future and all of my nasty fears

I’ll always have the memories, oh I don’t know what to do…
One phone call from my ex, and I don’t know how to choose.
Don’t I still love him? Am I looking for reasons to stay?
But I am on this new adventure, finding love in so many new ways.

It’s six in the morning, and we’ve been talking all night.
He said he’d fly me out to see him, and then I could decide.
Who has a love so strong that he can just let me go?
And have faith I’ll return so strong, how can he just know?

He’s talking about buying a ticket and sending me on my way.
But just because he is willing to let me, makes me want to stay.
Which one should I be with? The one trying to tear me apart?
Or be with the one willing to let me be me, and let me find my heart?

Our love was on a precipice teetering upon a cliff,
That moment we decided, on love and life not to be missed.
So I tell you, my children, love is not something you smother,
Give it away freely and you will find love with one another.