July 30, 2022
If you would have only told me,
Oh how could I have been so blind?
Even if we had fought or copped a plea
I could have at least responded in kind.
But to be forgotten and ignored like this,
Made to feel small and maligned.
I wish I could feel anger or pain,
Instead I only feel left behind.
She was the world to me,
She made me feel full and alive.
I hoped it would last forever,
She gave meaning to my life.
Things were happening so wonderfully,
It felt like the stars were aligned.
There was jubilation upon the horizon,
Like hope and happiness combined.
But to be forgotten and ignored like this,
Left without any peace of mind.
Living each day without closure,
Living a life at best resigned.
She was the world to me,
She made me feel full and alive.
I hoped it would last forever,
She gave meaning to my life.
Are you still there, do you think of me?
Why am I left in this frame of mind?
Ghosted, demoted, and feeling slightly roasted,
In the end I am just left behind.